First off, apologies for not updating this blog in the last few weeks. My return to work took most of my energy and spoons. I’m definitely going to have to dedicate an entire post to that, because there’s been a lot of really positive things happening. Moving on…
So I’ve been doing a lot of thinking, and this is something that’s been on my mind a lot recently.
Do you ever feel like you took the wrong career path?
In Quebec, high school ends at grade 11, and you have to go to CÉGEP for 2 years before going to university. You can also get a sort of trade school degree, which we call “technique”, although it’s more like college because it’s a 3 year program. Trade school, or whatever is equivalent to it in QC, is no more than 2 years I think.
When I graduated from high school in 2001, I thought I wanted to be a scientist. I enrolled in a Biotech technique program and got my diploma 4 years later (failed a class that was a pre-requirement for more advanced courses, otherwise I would’ve graduated in 3 years). I did a 5-week internship doing a mini-research assignment, and I loved it. But working in microbiology quality control was boring as fuck. It turned me off working in a lab. I tried university for 2 semesters but failed. I thought I could just go all the way to a masters degree in order to make more than what a CÉGEP diploma would get me.
The great thing about cégep is that tuition is really low, so much that textbooks end up costing more. IIRC, it was like $150ish/semester in admin fees. That’s a fraction of what a semester in university costs. So if you fuck up, at least you didn’t throw thousands of dollars in the toilet. I went back to cégep to do a 3-year program in Radiation Oncology, but dropped out after 2 years. I realised I was really not a good fit for that kind of job.
I’m 34 now, and I think I found out what my career path should have been only in my early 30s. Translation. Writing. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and tell 17 year old me to go that route instead. I didn’t think I was good at writing for the longest time, but now I realise it was because the stuff I had to write about was boring and didn’t interest me. I’ve also been doing low-key translation while not having a diploma for a lot of my customer service jobs. Especially here in Toronto. People are cheap, translation is hard work and they don’t want to pay extra. Apparently being bilingual means you’re a translator. 😂 I mean I did help my sister a lot with English homework, but I just went with common sense, not academia.
Obviously I’m not going to work in customer service for the rest of my life. It’s such a thankless job and it doesn’t nearly pay enough. I’m waiting for my financial situation to improve enough so I can finally get my gotdam translation certificate. U of T has an online course that’s 18-months long (4 classes over 4 semesters), so I can do it and still work full time. It’s $750/semester, not counting textbooks obviously. It’s a small sacrifice though, because I will have access to better paying jobs as a certified translator.
I’ve also gotten to know myself better. I didn’t really consider myself an artist in high school. That’s obviously not the case anymore, haha. My husband keeps telling me that my writing is great but I struggle to believe him, because he’s obviously biased. My brain is a jerk.
Hopefully I can start classes by autumn of next year the latest. As a Xennial (aka people born towards the end of Gen X and the start of Gen Y/Millennials), I don’t think I’ll get to retire before age 70, so if I’m going to be working for another three decades or so, I’m going to make sure I like what I do.
If you could go back in time and speak with your younger self when you got out of high school, what would you say? I’d love to hear from you!